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放肆地推翻科學理論/不實際的妄想
Saturday, May 30, 2009


《放肆》 - 五月天
詞曲:陳信宏 (五月天的主唱阿信)



想太多又想太重的夢想 還不如乾脆不多想
每一個險惡的浪 都會有浪花綻放 我決定邊衝邊欣賞

牛頓要我們都活在地上 偏偏我就想要飛翔
要掙脫命運綑綁 要推翻柏林圍牆 要站上巨人的肩膀

夢想永遠是逆向 一路都有人阻擋
人們說的荒唐卻是我的心中的天堂 !

就放肆愛放肆追 放肆去闖 放肆的大鬧一場
不能原諒 如果很多年後 我還是這樣

就放肆愛放肆追 放肆去闖 放肆是我的信仰
再不去闖 夢想永遠只會 是一個夢想

哥倫布只要有一顆星光 就膽敢橫越大西洋
我還有一把吉他 我還有一群死黨 為什麼還不大聲唱

達爾文假設生命是戰場 就讓我基因不投降
把傷痕裝滿手掌 把鼓聲裝滿心臟 把歌聲裝滿肺活量

夢想永遠是逆光 只有剪影的模樣
會有什麼細節 什麼體驗? 不要只猜想!

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量子隧穿效应(quantum tunneling)是我的信仰

它給我啓示

天皇不負有心人

有堅韌不拔的意志力和滴水穿石的精神

縂有一天能衝破重重阻攔,穿越能量的圍牆,擺脫大自然的束縛

推翻一切傳統科學理論、公式和概念

實現人類邏輯上的不可能

[就像當年愛因斯坦提出了轟動全球的“量子假説”一樣(即光不僅極有波動性,同時也具有粒子性)]

來到夢想的國境

雖然幾率非常渺小 (What are the chances of me 'tunneling' through a wall? 囧)

但至少有那一絲微薄的希望

讓我持續下去

讓我有勇氣為夢想、為理想衝刺

我相信會有奇跡發生

我是個愛做夢的傻瓜

(:

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壘球能將直升機擊/轟下

兩個人明明認識對方卻不理不睬貌似陌生人

這樣的夢境到底是在隱喻/暗示著什麽?


不解


這就是我的另類妄想世界


--愛做夢的傻瓜--
9:32 AM


愛做夢的傻瓜
Wednesday, May 20, 2009


其實……

對我來說輸贏並不重要

因爲這個世界本來就很不公平

要怪也只能怪命運太喜歡捉弄人

That's just life

所以大家(包括我自己)

要坦然面對現實

要振作起來

因爲前頭的路很長 (:

至少

我們曾經做過一個共同的夢

向同一個目標前進

至少

我們努力過

我們是夢想的小孩

我是個愛做夢的傻瓜

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As a child, I couldn't accept that all good (and bad) things must come to an end.

Just like the expiry date on a carton of my favourite brand of chocolate milk.

Like the moment when I finished reading the last Harry Potter book on the day of its release.

Like when the credits start rolling at the end of a movie. (Think Return of the King - watching the last part of most trilogies would make me terribly sad.)

Like after every single concert I've been to.

When the curtains fall.

Like the day when we graduate.

Like the Matrix Revolutions tagline: Everything that has a beginning has an end.

I am still learning to accept it.

Our season has barely ended a few hours ago, and I am already starting to feel the withdrawal symptoms - the emptiness and a sense of loss.

I know I'll miss soccer.

And I'll miss the people.

The fun.

The laughter.


I <3 RJsoccer. :D

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《曲終人散》 - 張宇



作詞:十一郎
作曲:張宇

妳讓他用戒指把妳套上的時候
我察覺到妳臉上複雜的笑容
那原本該是我 付予妳的承諾
現在我只能隱身熱鬧中

我跟著所有人向妳祝賀的時候
只有妳知道我多喝了幾杯酒
我不能再看妳 多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地裡妳又回頭

我終於知道曲終人散的寂寞
只有傷心人才有
你最後一身紅 殘留在我眼中
我沒有再依戀的藉口

原來這就是曲終人散的寂寞
我還想等妳什麼
妳緊緊拉住我衣袖 又放開讓我走
這一次跟我徹底分手

散場
別以為揮手能終結所有的心事
其實這只不過又是一場心力交瘁的開始


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One day, we will graduate from RJ.

And finally, we will be forced to step out of our comfort zones, away from our sheltered lives in RG and RJ, into the real world.

Hello, world.

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胃痛。頭痛。喉嚨痛。

有一種預感我快生病了。=/

[I had a really queer dream on Monday night.]


I want to hide in a corner and cry till all my tears dry up.


--愛做夢的傻瓜--
10:33 PM


Finally a post in English
Friday, May 15, 2009


Are we able to put all our failures behind us and move on?

7 more days to our next match. Heads up RJsoccer!




WHOOOSH.

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Someone asked me if it bothers me if I don't get to play.

I gave it some thought.

Actually it doesn't matter to me if I play or not, it's about how we do as a team.

But even then, ultimately, what matters more to me is not the scoreline, but going through the ups and downs with the team.

It's not really all about the achievements, it is about the satisfaction and enjoyment we derived from the process. :D

I think being in this team is the best thing that has happened to me in RJ.

What we may lose to other teams, we make up with our team spirit, our friendships, the fun we've had.

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Today's H3 was hell lot of fun. :D

And yep, it was really enlightening. XD

To quote from Claire (who quoted from someone), the most important thing in life is to stay happy.


I truly believe in that. :D

So what if I'm mediocre? At least I am happy! (:


--愛做夢的傻瓜--
8:07 PM


在黑暗中行走,在夜晚中出現的太陽 - 《白夜行》
Tuesday, May 12, 2009


這些天感到有點鬱悶

也許有某种程度是應為看了《白夜行》(日文:びゃくやこう)這本東野圭吾寫的小説。(我看的是臺灣出版社翻譯成繁體中文的版本,分上、下兩冊。)其實會撿起這本書,主要是因爲非常看好東野圭吾的作品,算是在追捧他寫的書啦。:D 從《嫌疑犯X的獻身》到《湖畔殺人事件》,從《偵探伽利略》到《宿命》,從《預知夢》到《名偵探的守則》,本本引人入勝,讓我愛不釋手。其中東野圭吾細膩的人物刻畫和心理描寫更是難得一見的出色,在當代推理作家當中應該可以説是佼佼者。

所以,我是抱著萬分期待的心情翻開這本書。然後,徹底的被吸了進去,甚至廢寢忘食。

故事的情節是悲慘的

人物的心靈是陰暗的

兩個主人翁爲了隱瞞童年時代發生的謀殺案的真相,不惜抹煞更多人的生命,毫無愧疚的奪取旁人的靈魂,越陷越深,在黑暗中找不到出路。

其實作者的出發點並不是一味的譴責那兩個無惡不作的主人翁,而讀者也或許會同情他們的遭遇。

因爲他們之所以會變成這樣,跟家庭、社會都脫離不了關係。

我想,自從桐原亮司的母親出軌那一刻,命運的齒輪就開始運轉。

桐原亮司的父親漸漸患上戀童癖

西本雪穂因家境貧困而被迫賣身

成長后

心靈畸形的他們奪走更多人的靈魂來檷補靈魂的空缺

可悲嗎


--愛做夢的傻瓜--
6:20 PM


Me
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oneheart
1shin
slyduck
rjc
09S06H
buckle
soccer
rgnpcc[sea]
rgco zhonghu

Likes
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Tizzy Bac
831
1976
Cheer
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and all his movies
CSI NY
CSI Miami
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x-files
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Agent Smith [Matrix]
Zaizen Goro [GWT]
Harry Bosch books
Pendergast books
Green
Black

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