I am perfectly fine, if some of you are wondering. (: I got my minute of fame, and it was a pretty hilarious experience. XD I was and still am smiling, okay! :D I was smiling when he singled us out from the lecture group, smiling as I walked down, smiling when he talked to us, smiling through today.
[I'm sorry to say it, Sir, but I was trying hard to control myself from laughing out loud, especially when we were called up the stage. =/ It's not supposed to be funny, I know, but I found some screwed humor in it, somehow. Oops, I guess you've got to find another way to control freaks like me! -smiles sweetly- (:]
Oh well I guess we've got to blame my facial muscles for this. Sorry, peeps. If I can stretch my lips (smile, I mean) to myself on a train when I'm alone, I don't see why redox ain't funny. And I'm sure many people agree that I love to smile and show off gleaming white (not so white now, 'cos of the medicine yucks) teeth to other human beings and eh non-existent beings alike (when I'm smiling to myself). See? I didn't know smiling is a crime. Thanks for reminding me that in this world, nothing comes for free. Perhaps I should charge people next time for a smile by me, since I risk committing a crime by showing off my teeth. =/ (That leads me to think, is there some country/tribe in this world that prohibits the showing of the teeth? Very conservative, totally.)
Not that I enjoyed the attention, but I got quite self-conscious after the ordeal. Haha I was telling Jas that I should catwalk through the centre aisle in the canteen just to see how many people recognizes me. (Wait don't get me wrong. I wasn't serious. Seriously.)
Okay I shall be serious now and stop grinning away like an idiot in front of the comp.
Next time, I should try crying. Then when I grow old, I won't get wrinkles near my mouth. [I can't believe it, parts of my neck are aching BECAUSE of the weird (or ugly, whatever you call it) facial expressions I was doing yesterday! I'm sure of it since the muscles only ache when I attempt to make those faces again, zzz.]
I don't know why, but I realize that I get happy despite myself when others are sad. It's not 'cos I 幸災樂禍 okay! It's more like trying to lighten up the atmosphere, cheer them up, in the process acting as though I care about nothing in the world. And when others are happy and all smiling, I tend to blend into the background and vanish. =/
Tonight 作詞：梁心頤(Lara) 作曲：楊瑞代(蓋瑞) 編曲：楊瑞代(蓋瑞)
(Lara) 走了又是幾條路 我們讀了又是幾本書 它們沒任何幫助tonight
(彈頭) 雨天找到一杯茶 我的笑聲找到了笑話 你的眼睛特別大tonight
(張傑) 看著鏡子裡的我 心裡的話不敢說出來 會不會解脫tonight
(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry 直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來 不准誰遺忘變壞tonight
(Reggae)牽我的手 La la la la
(張傑) 看著鏡子裡的我 心裡的話不敢說出來 會不會解脫tonight
(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry 直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來 不准誰遺忘變壞tonight
(合唱) 眨眼 明天 會不會改變 而我們 只存在 tonight
(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry 直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來 不准誰遺忘變壞tonight
(Raggae) 牽我的手 La la la la
(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry 直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來 不准誰遺忘變壞tonight
Today is the release of O level results. We had 406 class lunch at Lido, and reached RG one hour early to find our dear teachers. Didn't see Ms LimSH or Ganesh though. Finally in the hall right before the release of the results, Ms Lim made her entrance! I think many people from my class screamed and we cheered. XD Two years! Two years of her as our form teacher. :D I'll really miss her, hmm.
Anyway, I am so glad Mel's staying in RJ! Is she super brainy or something?! :D WHEE I am so relieved. I hope my OG stays intact!
Go to hell with you and your screwed logic. Somehow, I doubt any of your theories may actually work. I just puked again this morning, so that's two Saturdays in a row. This is bad. The daily stomach cramping is taking a toll on me, I have the impulse to flush the 100+ capsules of antibiotics down the toilet bowl and not touch them again. Who cares about the bacteria living on my fugly face? I don't want to repeat last week's incident of rushing down from the 855 bus just in time to discharge a large amount of gastric juices, it's terrible. Maybe this just confirmed what you have suspected all along, that I am just a rude, self-deluding freak. But you know what? I do not intend to let my life be wrecked by you. I am a being, a human, so start treating me like one and give me the respect I think I deserve. I guess the transition between RG and RJ has affected me in many ways, more than I could have ever imagined. I need to get back to my old self, but the problem is, I don't know how. =/ I am sick, sick of being scorned at, being lashed at, being condemned and constantly belittled by you. So what if I am dumb, ugly and fat? As long as I’m happy with my life, I don’t care about such superficial name-calling. And you, being yourself, have to seize the only thing I’m left with and smash it into pieces.
不要拿你的宇宙 一味套在我的地球 我的地球怎麼運走 不見得跟著宇宙 總躲在太陽背後 怎能看見你的臉孔 總是選在白日出沒 誰曉得注意月球 I was extremely gratified when he stood up for me against your excessive verbal abuse, but you had to blame it all on me. What the hell. I hate being your scapegoat, as if merely breathing the air around me deserves to a be a crime. I love the lyrics of this song. 很有性格，很青峰。:D
I've been blog surfing these days, and I think this song says it all. I know you feel the same, since you are his facsimile. If, and I think I'm being overly optimistic, if, you begin to see the truth in my words, perhaps it's time for you to attend anger management classes. I am sure they have seen more hopeless cases than yours.
Likes _____________________
MayDay
Sodagreen
Tizzy Bac
831
1976
Cheer
FIR
Ayue
Wonfu
縱貫綫
Fukuyama Masaharu
Johnny Depp
and all his movies
CSI NY
CSI Miami
numb3rs
x-files
Severus Snape [HBP]
Agent Smith [Matrix]
Zaizen Goro [GWT]
Harry Bosch books
Pendergast books
Green
Black
Precious Words _____________________
Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Gilbert Grape was Finding Neverland in the Chocolate Factory, pretending to be a Pirate called Donnie Brasco with Scissors as hands. while dancing with Corpse Bride.
